For Those Who Were There in My Worst

Hi again! Say, how's life? So, concerning about my last sad post about my somehow failure in fitting in to the society, I must say that, I was so tired that day. Lots of assignments for the following week while I tried to adapt from my usual holiday routine to the usual one was a hella hard job to do. I was in an utter shock, completely unready to face tomorrow.

A lot of thanks for everyone who were there for me in my worst. 

For the one who accompanied me to a dinner for two. It was an unforgettable dinner. Got a cafe latte instead of hot chocolate (which was funny, somehow), laughing out loud, and cried when Coldplay's Fix You (and some others I can't remember all of them) was on the radio. The one who replied my chats as quickly as possible. With funny words. Inspiring quotes. Heartwarming lecture. 

And... another lovely tune from no other, Mocca. Yeah it's true. Life keeps on turning. Sometimes you're on the top of the world, sometimes you're not.

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Somehow a happy ending.

This is Just a Bad Day, Not a Bad Life

First week of semester five, and suddenly, BAM! Five deadlines due for next week. Okay, let me do some brief descriptions: two designs should be ready by this weekend, including 30 logo sketches and 3 alternative packaging designs for a brand that I never heard before. Followed by a journal to be read and reviewed, and two tremendous presentations coming up next week.

Wow. Just wow.

I feel even more sadder when I had a discussion with my friend at lunch, discussing about productivity and some incoming organizational events that my friend is gracefully being offered, while I'm not. I never blame anyone for this. I just keep on blaming myself for being a stupid personality who never really fits in society. 

I'm sorry for being such a complete weirdo. 

The only thing that relieves me now is just writing this maybe useless words to this space. Maybe if you mind, please don't read this. I can't help but write this. Hehe. Sorry! Here's some catchy tunes you might want to hear, especially ones who currently feeling the same as I do.

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All that I need now, is for the rain to fall from the sky... To wash away my pain inside.